Diddy Bust

My avatar for a few sites.

I swear, I'm really bad at arting. I'm put off with the idea that I take so long to finish one artwork that I don't even bother trying anymore. I'm not patient enough. I finally arrived at the stage in my art life where I want to explore the technical aspects, and in applying that knowledge in the form of elaborate, realistic details, I get derailed from the whole artwork by all the erasing and trying to get it perfect. I just stopped doing art. It isn't fun anymore.

I go on year long hiatuses every time I finish one; I don't want to go through with the tedious process ever again after that.